Cheated Blonde.

A young blonde woman is distraught because she fears her husband is having an affair, so she goes to a gun shop and buys a handgun.
One day she comes home and finds her husband in bed with a beautiful redhead. She grabs the gun and holds it to her own head.
The husband jumps out of bed, begging and pleading with her not to shoot herself.
Hysterically, the blonde responds to her husband, "Shut up... you're next."

Just Rambling.

It's been some time since I've been here. Really don't know why. Just dry, I guess. I've been pretty busy with the Family Group. Still, There has been time to get over here. It's nearly time to get out and work in the yard more. I hope I don't start neglecting everything cyber when that time comes. It's hard to come back into the house after I start working in the yard.
My crocus have already bloomed. I have blooms ready to open on the Hyacinths, Daffodils, Tulips and so many more. I hope the snow yesterday didn't hurt them. We will have to put more grass seed out this spring. Yard's looking shabby.
I have been giving a lot of thought to my family lately. I want us to all become closer. We have not really tried since we lost mom. There's no excuse for it at all. We all have porches, yards and tables to sit down at. (Some even have living rooms. LOL) We should make an effort to get together more often. Even just for an hour or two. Of course, there are some who live elsewhere. Poor Cheryl out there in that terrible no mans land Florida.LOL. Janet Louise, in N. Carolina, Lana, Jamie, Miah, and now Michelle has gone to Chi-- Well, However you spell it. But the rest of us could get together. Maybe I'll post about it in group. I wanted to see Beth when she was back for Spring vacation, but didn't make it. Maybe I'm just too lazy!
Laziness- In my case the definition would be 1.Too comfortable to move. 2.Spoiled. 3.Not keeping the right hours. 4.Not staying focused.
After 20 years, Dave had to give up his place in the band. I just can't believe it. So sad. He has been replaced with another Bass player. Well, I guess you could say that we are going through a grieving process. I just keep thinking that he will get back on day-shift, but then still, he would have very little rest time, or time with his family. We haven't heard from Kelly or Candy at all. It's just like we never existed. Well, I guess that's the way the world is. It just goes on without you. I know though, that Dave is still the best Bass player that Kelly will ever have. He always will be.
I will close this uninspiring piece of gloom now, knowing that at least I have made an effort to come back. Maybe that will lead to something brighter. (To Grade This----F)

Selfish World.

It is 4:00 in the morning, and I have not been to bed yet. It has been a long time since I have been here. I just finished writing a small letter to Brother Arvind Dass. It was, I suppose, a good-bye. I can not go on any longer thinking that there is any way that I can help someone so far away. He is in India. I am in the USA. I do not have money for his orphanage, or Brother Thomas' orphanage, or for Brother Suresh. I don't know why I ever thought that somehow, I would find someone with compassion, who would care enough to reach out to these people in need. I even wrote to T.B.N. and Unicef. Not even a reply. There are so many in need. Yet, I know in my heart that there shouldn't be. Jesus said "We will always have our poor." Now why would He say that? Maybe because He knew that this world was selfish, and would only become more selfish with time. It has become more selfish and blind. How does one keep from becoming bitter or empty? There are so many people in need, and yet the world laughs, and looks the other way.